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| so there is this guy and we are dating. hes wonderful... its new. i've been doing the church thing and i actually like it... thats new. i have a mentor that i really like and have always admired... thats new too. i work at Rockford Memorial Hospital as a nca in the psych ward... new and i love it!! not going to school in the spring... woohoo!! and 5.5 years new. prolly moving to rockford next month... super rad and new. | | |
| wow it has been a long time since i have made a post in xanga land... for those that do not know, there will be no wedding in a month. he broke my heart. back in december i could not have imagined sitting here at this point and thinking that its all going to be alright, that it doesn't matter wether or not i am getting married in a month. i'm really alright with it, i'll live. do not think that my heart dos not still hurt, it definately does. what i am saying is that i have learned alot and know that i am made strong through the Lord. there are loves in this life that the love between brian and i will only pale in comparison to as time passes. people are precious. love them to the best of your ability and more. they are worth it. i been taking pottery and totally love it! the world kinda melts away when you let yourself dig deep in creativity. over the summer i made an anatomically correct human heart shaped box... ive had more than 1 offer for someone to buy it from me... haha, like i have talent or something. i know love. gentle patient... 1 corinthians 13 kind of love.... its odd how the Bible gets those things dead on... | | |
| like always, things are busy... got a new job: pharmacy technician.... i love it thanksgiving went really well i'm so tired ... so tired of the fighting and confusion... sadly, i'll say put a "maybe" on 10/6/07 | | |
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The Nightmare Before Christmas
By Danny Elfman, Chris Sarandon, Catherine O'Hara, William Hickey, Glenn Shadix, Paul Reubens, Ken Page, Edward Ivory, Susan McBride, Debi Durst, Greg Proops, Kerry Katz, Randy Crenshaw, Sherwood Ball, Carmen Twillie, Glenn Walters, Mia Brown, Ann Fraser, L. Peter Callender, Jennifer Levey
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HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!! 
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| so i think i am going to be getting a new job... like a real job that lets me sleep at night.... i know you are so jealous!... i had an interview today to be a pharmacy tech and it went fabulous... so i am very excited about that... brian started his new job a while ago and he likes it alright we carved a pumpkin and roasted the pumpkin seeds this afternoon... this coming weekend i am thinking that i am going to be getting rid of my car and going to a super halloween party... pictures should follow my mom bought me a wedding dress today... (its a good thing) i just made a pot of coffee cause i know i have to go to work tonight even though i am feeling gross and need to sleep... been sick sick sick the last few days and going to bed earlier than i have in months didn't cut into the actual amount of sleep that i guess i really needed i need a vacation, a change.... something | | |
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